Cat Batsios is from Flint, MI, and currently lives in Detroit where she is a teaching artist with Inside Out Literary Arts. You can find her work online or in print, she writes about Flint and Detroit mostly, and a great deal of her poetics come from thinking of her city as Atlantis. Her marketable skills include teaching poetry to minors, deconstruction, and talking shit.
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Jellyfish Lesson
Think of Turritopsis dohrnii which starts its life cycle over when mortally threatened
Translucent like the water in which you were born,
& not until its body, the shape of tide/
mimic of the space around you —
feel it when it comes close to ask
why you didn’t know she had bruises
under her raglan cotton sleeves —
how you couldn’t tell she was washed
in three years of silence,
how were you so into yourself that you didn’t feel
her arm tense when you took it —
genial until membrane sting,
that jellyfish question.
At first, when it comes close
you don’t even think there is a question
billowing groestque in safe waters
& you remember the jellyfish found off the coast
in the Mediterranean,
how when it dies
cells escape its body, & it’s young again
not unlike your mothers being hunted
& trapped under dressers as children, or
other stories of cooking grease, teeth,
tufts of hair missing in pigtails,
a legacy of hiding in the yard while a woman
was at the jellyfish end of a sawed-off shotgun.
It crept inside when you were a girl and
you answered with nights slept in cars
or diners, or waiting,
answered with smoke, your own ugly body
that hasn’t deserved one good thing ever.
But just now it comes close,
& you feel something leave your bodies
as you share a doughnut
& she washes
three years of silence down with milk.
Glass: A Journal of Poetry is published monthly by Glass Poetry Press.
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