Alison Stine's most recent book of poetry is Wait (University of Wisconsin Press), winner of the Brittingham Prize, and her most recent book of fiction is The Protectors (Little A), an illustrated novella about graffiti artists. An NEA Fellow, she has received the Wallace Stegner Fellowship from Stanford University and the Ruth Lilly Fellowship from the Poetry Foundation. She is also a visual artist, and her paintings appear regularly in The Rumpus. A single mom, she lives with her son in the foothills of Appalachia, and works as a reporter.




Alison Stine

Buying Emergency Contraception in Elkhart



What I want to give to you is done. Eons ago, an ichneumoniae hanging between ice. Pebble chip in a windshield. Filigreed drop. Wendy waiting in the flies. Hard work, pushing the pill through the mesh on my thirty-eighth birthday. Everything I love is between me, a train, and a night gym — your back pressed against my belly. A memory of snow, sweetened with vanilla, almost milk. The children in Indiana have only scarves. To keep themselves warm, they run. I have been driving past their little school. Rutted roads. Aluminum slide. A girl caught a rubber ball. And only dark cars. I thought I came across a new creature one night: fly limbs, phosphorescent… but it was only a buggy, stuttered with lights. I believe there is beauty in the starkness, but I don't want to live there, not among the plain stars, not where I came from. Some people, I believe, are born only once. Some people have never been animals as we have: hunted, driven forward by our mouths. My last morning, I noticed the bay had frozen over. You smiled. Sweetheart, it's been frozen all along…



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