Marilyn Schotland is a poet from Philadelphia currently studying for a BA in History of Art at the University of Michigan. She is the poetry editor of Bombus Press, a recipient of a Hopwood Award, and a nominee for Bettering American Poetry. Recent and forthcoming publications can be found in Cotton Xenomorph, Occulum, and Five:2:One.



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Marilyn Schotland

Sebastian Redux

i. Arrows & wine. I canonize with broken skin & liver. Plague saints. Holy saints. Gay saints. Saints of saints. Poor dead, drowned boys: heads full of flowers & skin. Half a glass of champagne stigmata; bloodstream bubbly. ii. No angels, so I’ll wrestle some Old Testament G-d. “This isn’t your tradition.” Another one for diaspora. I tell my friend I’m writing another poem about (St.) Sebastian. “I’m Jewish, for Christ’s sake!” “That’s the funniest thing you’ve ever said.” iii. If I can never be good enough to love, I’ve got to find something else to worship. I can borrow iconography as retribution for every time I tried to understand why loving the thin trickle of hair on a girl’s stomach was frowned upon: why it was a crime to show affection. iv. I dream of a landscape where no Jewish bodies burned & no saints were needed to light the fires. Sebastian, pour us all another one; we’ll be feasting on springtime strawberries tonight.



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