Jennifer Whalen’s poems can be found or are forthcoming in Gulf Coast, Denver Quarterly, Southern Indiana Review, New South, Cimarron Review, & elsewhere. She was the 2015-2016 L.D. & LaVerne Harrell Clark House writer-in-residence at Texas State University. She currently teaches English at the University of Illinois Springfield.
Jennifer Whalen
The Heart That Loves Is Always Wrong
I want to see the world: pure setting without context.
Flower buds not in the image of Spring,
but blooms in & of
themselves.
As if waking having never slept;
as if sleeping with no hope of dreaming.
I want to be singular as if spurred from nothing.
The wind is having its time with the maple leaves.
Pretty soon, it’ll be bare.
A gas station pump free
of all my ideas of gas station pumps.
I want to press its buttons like a crisp language.
Inside my heart is another heart, but smaller
& more aware of itself.
There isn’t a place in the state where I could meet you
as you are.
The wind is having its time with the window screen:
a looseness that won’t wobble out.
I want to turn to you as if breaking fresh from molding.
The one heart is just as wrong as the other.
They can’t seem to love a thing right.
I was inspired to write “The Heart That Loves Is Always Wrong” based off a small sign I received as a gift that read: “The heart that loves is always young.” The poem was also part of a prompt-based exercise, instructing the writer to write a poem that a reader would be immediately resistant to. By changing just a few letters in the original sentence, I could strike a much murkier perception of love and explore “rightness” and “wrongness” and their definitions of both morality and correctness, as well as the limits of both of those definitions.
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