Courtney LeBlanc is the author of Beautiful & Full of Monsters (forthcoming from Vegetarian Alcoholic Press), chapbooks All in the Family (Bottlecap Press) and The Violence Within (Flutter Press), and a Pushcart Prize nominee. She has her MBA from University of Baltimore and her MFA from Queens University of Charlotte. She loves nail polish, wine, and tattoos.





Previously in Glass: A Journal of Poetry: This Body Honey


Courtney LeBlanc

How Empty Those Roads Were





The wood and glass case in the corner of the family room, the key conspicuously on top of it: I grew up around guns. The gun rack in the rear window of the truck; occasionally, a barrel down, butt up between the front seat of the old farm truck, the one we never drove off our dirt roads. I remember my father aiming at the coyote that stalked our fields, my fingers pressed into my ears to muffle the crack of the shot, how I still heard it and the animal’s near-simultaneous yelp as the hot metal bit into its flesh. The vast lands of our fields echoed the vast lands of our state — how empty those roads were as I drove my friend 8 hours to the state’s only clinic. I held her hand when we walked up, my eyes on the trucks that lined the street, the gun racks filled with the 2nd amendment that had no desire to protect us.


I grew up on a 1,400 acre farm in North Dakota, our closest neighbor was a mile away, creating a solitude during my childhood years. North Dakota has only one abortion clinic and given the size of the state, this creates an extreme barrier to women seeking medical assistance.



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