Jihyun Yun is a Korean-American poet from California. A Fulbright Fellow, she received her BA from UC Davis and her MFA from New York University. A two-time Pushcart Prize nominee, Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Bat City Review, Poetry Northwest, Adroit and elsewhere. She currently lives in Michigan where she is working on her first poetry collection Some are Always Hungry.
Jihyun Yun
__________________ Found Dead in a Ditch
Did you see that video of _____________ killing
that high note? All other _______________’s
found dead in a ditch. Yes, he slaughtered. Yes,
I’m here for it. __________________ found dead
in a ditch after __________________ ended their
career. Take your blue dreams by the fistful, and
eat them. ________________ looked so good, all
other girls were found dead in a ditch. This is so
funny, it murders, I’m dying. Is it just me, or is
violence built into English? Given our history,
why would our tongues not comply?
________________ happens, and all other
_______________’s are found dead in a ditch,
piled atop each other, flesh blueing and riddled
with language. Merely a cradle, the ditch holds
them against its maroon dampness, and is silent.
It is only a ditch, after all. Ditch, derived from the
German “teich” or pond, meaning: a narrow
canal dug in the ground and used for drainage
alongside a road or edge of a field. All across you,
America, vast fields irrigated with human rot, a
future draining out from the pigeon-eyed
puncture where a bullet passed through. A girl
gets in a stranger’s car, and is left in the shallow
water of a roadside gutter. The news holds its
tongue for how she chose to use her own body,
for holding the wrong color within her skin. Rest
in piss, bitch, says the human shaped icon in the
comments section who is no human really. What,
to you, is worthy of mourning? What, to you, is a
woman? And another. And another. The ditch
spits bodies out. Please don’t clog me with their
dying, it begs. Exhumed from wet earth only
water was meant to seep: A student, a man, a
mother robbed of fingers, teeth and even
tattoos. Who will know her now? There is no
________________, no nameless blank space.
Truly found in a ditch daily, is me. And it is you. It
is you. It is you. It is—
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