Santino DallaVecchia is a poet & educator from Michigan. The recipient of an MFA from Vermont College of Fine Arts, Santino’s work has appeared Crab Fat Magazine, Dream Pop Press, Anti-Heroin Chic, Pithead Chapel, & Yes, Poetry, among others.




Santino DallaVecchia

Hell

I wear my gender like a corset Look at my coat & you’ll never know who I am Look beneath & who knows The moon sets somewhere Over a naked meadow Where the sun will never rise Let’s hobnob with the ghosts & all their little lights What else is there do do When you’re caught in the snare Of having a body What else is there to do When you’ve been busy Harvesting a world Even though it’s only your refraction Who can live there I swear I’d work a miracle If I could manage to get up earlier When we came to the field I saw thousands dancing Now our baskets are full & there’s no-one but us Surrounded by the afterglow Over there Under a stand of ash trees Untouched by the emerald ash borer Dances the father of lies In his goat body Like all the old gods He’s lost his touch So who’s to say it’s not Just a goat Who knows Maybe I’m just the boy I seem to be Maybe I can leave the dark meadow Anytime I want Maybe when I look in the mirror It’s me that I’m looking at Maybe I won’t hate what I see When I undo my straps Maybe the goat’s not strolling over On two legs Twirling a cane & humming a tune While he offers us pours of brandy Laughing about the world he tried to make I tried my sweet gender dancers I tried But the lord god hath one hell of a monopoly & I’m only some goat who’s forgotten his name He flicks a single imagined tear to the trees I laugh Of all the ways to spend eternity This isn’t so bad I’ve imagined worse & rarely better So as the grass stirs at our feet I take his hand & you take his hoof & we laugh in love with the dancers & stare out at the pasture of our exile




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