Nicole Callihan’s books include SuperLoop (2014) and Translucence (co-written with Samar Abdel Jaber, 2018), and the chapbooks: A Study in Spring (co-written with Zoë Ryder White, 2015), The Deeply Flawed Human (2016), Downtown (2017), and Aging (2018). Her poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Tin House, Sixth Finch, Painted Bride Quarterly, The American Poetry Review, and as a Poem-a-Day selection from the Academy of American Poets. Her novella, The Couples, will be released by Mason Jar Press in summer 2019.
From the window,
a boat in the bay,
but still I stay.
I keep unlacing
your boots,
checking your mouth,
looking in your
dark places for bites.
A cat’s cradle
crowds the sky.
There is a difference
between dying
and wanting
to die, between
untethering
that little blue boat
and just watching
the sunlight
glare off of it,
sometimes so bright,
I have to cover
my eyes.