Adeeba Shahid Talukder is a Pakistani American poet, singer, and translator of Urdu and Persian poetry. She is the author of What Is Not Beautiful (Glass Poetry Press, 2018) and her debut collection, Shahr-e-jaanaan: The City of the Beloved (Tupelo Press, 2020), is a winner of the Kundiman Poetry Prize. Her poetry has appeared in Poem-A-Day, Glass, Gulf Coast, Meridian, and The Margins, and her translations in PBS Frontline and Words Without Borders. Adeeba holds an MFA in Creative Writing from the University of Michigan and an Emerging Poets fellowship from Poets House.
America,
my love,
your jewels perish, your seas
blacken.
America,
we of water and clay
melt in your chafing winters,
your dusking streams.
America,
you’ve plundered the earth
to build your shrine —
your devotees return to their homes
each night, dust-smeared,
hands empty of bread.
America,
no one is dancing.
America,
your trucks
fill with cold flesh,
with sacred
bodies.
America,
men shake
and cry with death, shatter
the mirrors
of their own homes.
America,
satans guard your gates. They laugh and laugh.
America,
A man once told you:
I can’t breathe.
America,
in prayer to what god
did you kneel upon his neck, and stay?
America,
you’ve lit yourself on fire.
America,
you are red with fear.
America,
your weary cannot sleep.
America,
cleanse yourself. Press your wound until
there is no more
blood, until
your walls stop shuddering.
America,
the river of language has broken.
America,
you are holy,
your cities filled with saints,
lovers drunk with jasmine. America,
love,
we are of you. Turn to us,
raise us to glory like
your stained-
glass gods.
The poem was also recorded in audio form to be part of a short film titled An American Prayer: