Marissa Davis is a poet and translator from Paducah, Kentucky, currently residing in Brooklyn, New York. Her poetry has appeared or is forthcoming in Rattle, Sundog Lit, Poem-A-Day, Frontier Poetry, Nimrod, New South, and Southeast Review, among others. Her translations are published in Ezra and forthcoming in Mid-American Review, RHINO, The Massachusetts Review, and New England Review. Her chapbook, My Name & Other Languages I Am Learning How to Speak (Jai-Alai Books, 2020) was selected by Danez Smith for Cave Canem's 2019 Toi Derricotte and Cornelius Eady Prize. Davis is an MFA student at New York University.
1 all we share is our hunger & we
hunger for penance. so we pray for a banquet of stonings. so we pray to
be thrown onto a pyre of shattered lyres, 2 we could incinerate beside
ourselves, say for once we were together, in fact the last song left unb
roken. 3 we have always been both bound & breaking — edenless where
gaze makes either gagged angels or beasts of us. 4 what I mean is even
now I am thirteen shaking on a street corner after a grown man says he
wants to lick my breasts. even now I can’t stop hearing fat fat little nig
ger girl who would ever want you & screaming who said it who said it
was it my whole good-soiled country was it me. 5 o my body, my little
noose, my little split-yarn slipknot, how we sunder, if we sunder it is on
ly to save us. each of us the red sea each of us one hand of a weary prop
het. we cleave homeland from homeland we rift valley we sift through
the deaf land’s fingers I become untouchable 6 & to thank you I write lo
ve love love love love on your palms 7 until the word becomes only a gut
string’s numb staccato. now it means nothing 8 & can’t be taken from us.
now it means body could you ever be mine again? back to a little laugh-
cheeked brown girl dancing naked in the summer rainstorms, mine? now
it is a tiny scythe you carry in your cheek & I pretend it doesn’t scratch
9 all we share is our hunger so we pray for a harvest of blunt blades. so we
pray to unswallow the skeleton key. to be re-locked, re-latched, re-hatched
into a small thing nested. so we pray for a hailstorm of doves: that singing,
that singing, such grace it’s a cruelty, my voice almost remembering the
way it felt to shelter in your mouth: not a blankness, 10 but truth stunning
those hard muscles: & fire, & flight