Rachel Grace Mussenden is a poet and recovering Beltway Brat born again as a Philadelphia native. She is a firm believer in long showers, grapefruit seltzer and talking to strangers. This is her second publication. Her previous published work can be found in The American Journal of Poetry.
Rachel Grace Mussenden
The Mason
Caught inside my body I am loath to love
anything. See here
the barometer in the pocket of my
back, my ball joints, hinges
rusted even
before rain. I wake up
early. I dream of WD-40. If I could,
I would open up
my own flesh, play God
with the lovingness of a tinker
because in my mind there are no doctors;
there are only offices
and inhabitants of offices,
who tell me not to panic
and run a tongue
depressor along my inner thigh.
Can you feel this? Does this
hurt? I can’t name the ache of it.
I say no and leave
without answers. I consider my hips
a door jamb swollen
in the humidity, and consider the man
sliding through them, who feels
a house collapsing and
doesn’t mind.
I thank him
as the column of my spine collapses beneath
his bands. He kisses me.
Does this hurt?
Yes, but —
In bed,
we wake up late. I dream of carpenters.
He whispers into the eaves
beneath my shoulders, asking about the weather.
I tell him it’s raining.
Glass: A Journal of Poetry is published monthly by Glass Poetry Press.
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