Karen Paul Holmes has two poetry collections, No Such Thing as Distance (Terrapin, 2018) and Untying the Knot (Aldrich, 2014). Her poems have been featured on The Writer's Almanac, The Slowdown and Verse Daily. Publications include Diode, Valparaiso Review, Lascaux Review, and Prairie Schooner.




Karen Paul Holmes

Lines Written Under Hartsfield-Jackson Airport



This light-crowd-for-a-Friday tram, the tall man in camo, his kid peeping areweonthetrainnow, a foursome Gucci-festooned from flip-flops to jeweled shades perched on heads, the staring woman in polyester blouse (calico tea cups full of tulips), brown pants baggy from weight loss— all of us masked, all of us with the same clock tick inside. Aren’t we desperate for joy and to see the dead again? Afraid of our own deaths, even those who believe in Jesus. The Course in Miracles says we’ve hatched a tiny mad idea that we’re separated into people in hats, people who smoke, hockey players, old men limping, 40-somethings in red leopard dresses and 5-inch heels with wide ankle straps. And me. Stomach fluttering with fear of flight, always thinking, thinking — I lean against a silver pole (avoiding germy contact with skin), ultra-light carry-on balanced between my feet, full of all I think I need, not realizing I’m safe even if the plane crashes. The plane shaped like a cross.


I wrote this poem in mid-2019, but it has taken on new meaning in these pandemic times. It seems surreal that I used the word “masked” metaphorically, and now it’s a reality, and “germs” are more frightful today. As I rode the underground train at the Atlanta airport that day, I had the feeling that this diverse group of everyday folks were really just one human essence. And now we’ve experienced COVID-19 as a great equalizer, a fear we all had to face, and a challenge to any faith we have in a higher power. When I’m fearful, it comforts me to remember the bigger picture.



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