From a young age, Sean Johnson developed an insatiable love for the written and spoken word and has performed throughout the country. Sean has had art work and poetry published in 29 anthologies worldwide, and in 2014 her poem “Rearview Mirror” was nominated for The Pushcart Prize in Poetry. All My Heroes Were Assassinated is her first full length collection with two of its poems nominated for “Best of the Best” by Edify Fiction and Lunch Ticket, and she was recently nominated for Texas Poet Laureate. In addition to her poetic endeavors, she is also a painter, teacher, rock star auntie, and humanitarian known for her monthly homeless outreach, disaster relief program, and mission work in Africa.
Poets Resist
Edited by Michael Carter
August 23, 2019
Sean Johnson
Jordan Edwards Calls Shotgun
it’s a rite of passage, it’s a thing we do in our America
picture a Black boy, endless and innocent and doing
exactly what teenage White boys do in their movies and
everywhere they go because the whole world is their after party
except Jordan Edwards did it less drunk and without privilege
I imagine he opened the passenger side door and climbed in
like any teenage boy would do when it’s time to leave a place
with no thoughts that leaving a place could mean leaving this place
how could Jordan not know he was a celebrity? Did he think
he could ride along unnoticed when emergency vehicle lights
constantly play the role of paparazzi in the drama of Black lives?
Jordan called, “Shotgun,” and Roy Oliver heard gunshots.
Are you ready for your close up, lil’ black boy? I’ve captured you
at an interesting angle, if you can even judge an angle when
three rifle rounds make a beeline for a 15 year old skull
there aren’t even six degrees of separation in these acute situations
black boys being shot down occurs so often, the world believes murder
is an American custom complete with its own canary colored streamers
if his dreams were not spread across his brother’s cheeks, perhaps
tonight even Jordan would be sitting front row for this parade,
a spectator to the baptism in blood of another young Black Boy
but he’s not here now, all his hopes as silent as a subpoena
it’s exhausting, to scroll these crossword headlines and find that
despite what you’ve been taught in school, there is a You in collateral
Black boy, don’t be arrogant enough to think your mama’s prayers
will save you, don’t get comfortable with the idea of permanence
you’ve got a special kind of brilliance, it is the envy of every cop’s bullets
and you know how easy it is for them to find you when you’re riding shotgun
Poets Resist is published by Glass Poetry Press.
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