Poets Resist
Edited by Kolleen Carney Hoepfner
May 18, 2018
Alison Rumfitt
That’s Just Politics… Baby!
Content Warning: this poem features mentions of suicide, and homophobic and transphobic slurs
I hate bureaucracy as much as the next
cracy but sometimes there’s a little pleasure
in role playing wearing nothing but red tape
over my nipples and leaning in to you and saying
you are K and I am going to
castle build out of your body
with parapets made of your plastic eye covers
with an oubliette in your genitalia
that you forget about
and then you open it up there’s a lot of
skulls down there you come crying to me
saying there’s a lot of skulls in there
I’m like, no this is fine there’s no
guilt here you are allowed to keep
a lot of skulls in there it is just because you are
a woman that they say you shouldn’t keep
a lot of skulls in there
and the skulls are all the same head shape
as I have but
I hate Reaganomics as much as normal economics
economics that doesn’t have Reagan in the name
a portmanteau created by Paul Harvey, an American
radio broadcaster who appeared on ABC
and died in 2009 and when he died George W. Bush
issued a statement saying that millions have lost a friend
I hate Reaganomics but sometimes I like to
pretend to be socialised nationalised institutions
and you are the free market and you fuck me hard
right where it is good and hurts
The first time I wanted to kill myself was when I was twelve at Scout camp these boys see me getting changed seeing that I am circumcised tell the whole camp I am circumcised I was told by the Doctor who carried out the circumcision on me that a lot of people were circumcised but it quickly becomes clear that nobody at this camp is circumcised or if they are they are hiding it
a boy chews up a hunk of beef cooked on a fire the fire we built accidentally on an ant’s nest when we lit it they popped like pop corn well more like this
a small high pitched whine
grows in strength
louder louder until pop!!
imagine that but a thousand times.
a boy chews up a hunk of beef and spits it onto my plate
where all my hunks of beef are so I don’t eat that evening.
And then I try to kill myself when they’re all asleep.
With a kitchen knife we used to cut the beef he spat
onto my plate. I don’t know why I thought that was
a good course of action but I didn’t do it
then I called myself a coward.
At fourteen my brother shows me an image
of a soldier being handed a flower by a boy
just above in the corner next to the sun there is a helicopter
what the caption doesn’t mention
my brother keeps a list of every soldier killed in Iraq
and another of every soldier killed in Afghanistan
he does not keep a list of every civilian killed in either
then at nineteen I read Judith Butler’s Frames of War
which talks about how civilians are often counted as
enemy combatants
flesh flower
like a flower
made of muscle
made of tissue
with honey bees collecting
pollen from it but the pollen is
um. not pollen.
the honey they make is um.
not honey
you can still
spread it
on your toast
though if you
like
it is
still sweet though
if you like
now
I am
dressing up as
Great Political figures
of the 20th Century
for you
guess who
this is
J Edgar Hoover who
might have been a faggot
might have been a tranny who
hunted out the gays though
who hunted out the reds though
who was played by Leo Dicaprio who
might have shot MLK though
queer bodies as drag figures of evil politicians
cottaging in no surveillance states
under the cover of dark-
ness sucking off
a dick that crawls through this gloried hole
and for the man on the other end to be
Kissinger whilst you blow him he’s on the phone about
Chile speaking about invading with lucious
red lipstick. Time to queer
the colonial. Time to queer
the bodies of drones. something about this
biodegradable cunt this global warming
butt plug that is not biodegradable
I fuck you and you scream about realpolitik
about Thatcher
harvesting the flowers
from a pile of my bodies
picking them and placing them on
the grave of the first computers
but not the makers of the first
computers just the computers just the
computers just the automated queer bodies
inflexible valid now broken at the very core
processing no information unlike me
looking out from a terminal hub
flashing lights cracking our gaycoded
character limits
you get it don’t you
you want it
don’t you
Bill Clinton you will be gone
before long won’t you.
Poets Resist is published by Glass Poetry Press.
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