Salam Wosu, a poet and aspiring novelist, is a Chemical Engineer from Nigeria. His works interrogate grief, depression, love, antichauvinism and sexuality. He was shortlisted for the Korean Nigerian Poetry Fiesta award 2017 & 2019. His works are on or forthcoming in Glass Poetry Press, Kissing Dynamite, The Mark Literary, Rhythm & Bones, Dream Noir, Brave Voices, RIC journal and Mounting the Moon (anthology of queer Nigerian poems).
Poets Resist
Edited by Alicia Cole
March 17, 2020
Salam Wosu
Manacles or Something I Call Home
To die is to return
To fly is to be a bird’s heart
Neither is freedom
— Chris Abani
1
Instead of flowers, send me something that doesn’t die
To watch the rainbow of beauty slither into the dark of
my skin, is a shackle. A bundle of roses bound has no choice
To live or wither. And most days I bleed into the nightfall & even the moon
Is hiding from me behind water. Look there is a tear
or maybe a song or it is just my mother’s voice crooked hitting the rocks
Like waves trying to carve a road for me & I cannot be thankful enough
Cannot kiss the valley between her knuckles enough.
2
A firefly dances inside a bottle while her sister dies fleeing
In her mind, death is a shackle she has escaped & she knows the glass
Cannot hold for ever
She knows there is no need bothering God with prayers He will not answer
This is a circle song: she goes over the same field again, into the snare
Of a little child, just so she has a story to tell her young.
Some call it history, but there is no use calling it past if the future is just the same
I call it prophecy.
3
I sculpt a castle in my mind so there will be a prison
That yearns for me . A shackle that loves me enough
not to let go. I feel the failed astonishment of every butterfly
that falters in the fluttering of dying wings. Our dead
have died like fires: first flame then smoke
Then the wind eloping with each ash leaving no trace
Black lines unweave themselves, hover over trees. I pass through
The whirl to pluck a bit of memory, another way to shackle myself
To those who had chosen to be free.
4
Home too says ‘you must love all that live within'
Says ‘you must return’. But the house is nothing but a house
A nest where an old pain looms in every drawer and weeps
Off every wall, in the shadows asking ‘where did the light go? Why did it flee?’
Asking why the moon washes itself clean of this place, free like a refugee among trees
Asking why a nomad's home is so used to emptiness it unravels at night?
Wind.
To die is to return. Home says I must, preparing a table for me
To fly is to be a bird’s heart. I choose this. Neither is freedom
But to fly is to embrace the skies
The other is just a place to die in.
Poets Resist is published by Glass Poetry Press.
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