Volume One Issue Two
Todd Heldt
The Problem with Memory
I want to say I remember someone
who bought a book at a reading,
who was sitting by the window,
who had dark hair, and whom
I wanted to buy a beer but couldn't,
and whose book I stuffed with a few
pages of new work I had read,
and whom I did not know, and so
assumed was in from out of town,
and if I recall, I decided to
stop smoking or start smoking
again, and I read the new poem
about what Tom Ridge called the
Hard Orange Alert because they
were in the middle of a war and needed
something between highly alarmed
and run for your fucking lives,
because they wanted us scared
enough to be docile but not so scared
we would stop buying hummers,
and the wind that night made me feel
like death was a thousand miles away
as I walked out of the bar with her
ten dollars in my pocket, and looked for her,
though she had gone by then, and I
wondered which way she had walked
and if I'd see her on the way to the train.
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